~AnimeArtWarrior

Waiting till I all the Photos I had thus far where posted in my Gallery,
Now I'm posting my Art-Line work that took me an good half an day standing on my Feet in my Room scanning, editing, and cropping.

I've drawn an Few of my friends with there asked permission to do so,
those I felt as thought I just had to draw but will give ownership to the appropriate Peoples).

((It's alright to draw an person as long as i give Credit to that person right? last I checked this was an free country..))


In essence I wish I was "worthy to go as to far as to state I AnimeArtWarrior will now start taking commissions."
I'm no Photoshop-Legend, own an Pad, nor I'm I an Copic Marker, or colored penciled Queen, who can make all of my work bright and colorful, and come to life almost, (I hate coloring my Line-Art as it is, it never seems to come out right and that there's an authenticity original feel with out the colors in my Line-Art in my perspective.) nor do I own an Tablet.

All in All I wish to take Requests free of charge of course (I dont even own an Checking Account to withheld an PayPal Account.) I'm hoping that my Line-Art that I'm completed over the last Year will resume me greatly.

Send the details of what you wish anyway that suits you best, Note, Message, why even let me know in Ana Comment on one of my pieces.

I'm ownership to quite an few E-mail addresses but the one provided will be the E-mails concerning Art Requests.

~ anime.matt@hotmail.com ~



If there's an certain somebody that you want me to draw as I started earlier, give me Perseid details.

so uhmm as they say in the signature's
"I take requests"


On an SideNote...
keep in mind that there's no way that I can complete the Request that you ask of in an allotted amount of time so be patient with me.

waiting till I all the Photos I had thus far where posted in my Gallery,
Now I'm posting my Art-Line work that took me an good half an day standing on my Feet in my Room scanning, editing, and cropping

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Artistic Touch:
like an rare opportunity that an artist must take advantage of, or Elset he/she will lose it.
Out of the media's I've used; Paintbrush, Pens. Pencils was the only media I noticed this from, and once thought explaining those reading this will or will not know what I mean.

Day after day you draw your Fan-Art, or your Original-Characters (or O.C's if you will) for that story that your working on, or just draw just to draw, SURE though the eyes of mostly one who isn't Artistic believe that you just drawn an masterpiece, weather that may be true or not, what you fell as though you just created an contraption with the only intend to crumble it in the trash, or keep it titling it "Scraps" in your mind.

One day you decide an meeting with your friends would be best,
you hang out, have fun, act an idiot, take photos, eat out blah blah.
weary and tired you come home and take an say an half hour nap.
you awake your Garden are out for the evening.
your decide from your early frustrations that you should Improve on them by working on your Art...

something must've happened....
You can't explain it, but the first of seconds that you sit in your Art-Work place, grasping the pencil in between your fingers and some how the pencil feels different than it did an while ago. now you can take those "frustrations" head on...with new Aspirations.

Dose this sound familiar to you, has it occurred to you once before in the past?

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Well as for me it was different.
such on the Afternoon on the eighth day of May 2008 I've felt my Artistic touch, but something was Out of Touch. I dont know if it was my proportion's, the pencil i was using, the paper, my crap ed Work-Desk The Artistic Touch was there but i just want fully grasping the "Artistic Touch"


Now that I'm onto posting my Pencil Line-Art I realised that if there's pres sered passion from one whose close to my Heart, then it'll all come together.

I've drawn an Few of my friends with there asked permission to do so,
those I felt as thought I just had to draw but will give ownership to the appropriate Peoples).

((It's alright to draw an person as long as i give Credit to that person right? last I checked this was an free country..))


In essence I wish I was "worthy to go as to far as to state I AnimeArtWarrior will now start taking commissions."
I'm no Photoshop-Legend, own an Pad, nor I'm I an Copic Marker, or colored penciled Queen, who can make all of my work bright and colorful, and come to life almost, (I hate coloring my Line-Art as it is, it never seems to come out right and that there's an authenticity original feel with out the colors in my Line-Art in my perspective.) nor do I own an Tablet.

All in All I wish to take Requests free of charge of course (I dont even own an Checking Account to withheld an PayPal Account.) I'm hoping that my Line-Art that I'm completed over the last Year will resume me greatly.

Send the details of what you wish anyway that suits you best, Note, Message, why even let me know in Ana Comment on one of my pieces.

I'm ownership to quite an few E-mail addresses but the one provided will be the E-mails concerning Art Requests.

~ anime.matt@hotmail.com ~

If there's an certain somebody that you want me to draw as I started earlier, give me Perseid details.

so uhmm as they say in the signature's
"I take requests"


On an SideNote...
keep in mind that there's no way that I can complete the Request that you ask of in an allotted amount of time so be patient with me.

In the past Journal entries that I've made I've noticed that I'm not receiving an whole bunch of Feedback, and the wavelength of comments that I get on Deviation that I post weather it may be an Photograph or an Drawing is of that of an Sugar Rush, It goes up then goes down.

My account may not be Popular as the Guy who can Draw Naruto Detail for detail in the Japanese-Cartoon ( Ahem widely known a "Anime" ) nor that Girl who can Copy an Perfect Tifa Lockheart, or that dude who can draw all kinds of Hentia related stuff.

Truth is I could care less about that.
I take time in my deviations so my DeviantArt Account is my pride and joy, and its part of my heart, why even though my first Digital camera was $106.00 I probably would have never bought it to begin with if I had no one to share with.. you know?

I just thought that I let that put that out there.

well I've been standing on my feet Scanning for the past 3 hours scanning on late February; Sketches that I have been meaning to scanned but never did, New sketches, and Drawings that I had scanned before but lost when I accidentally deleted them on my USB-Drive and now I need an file-recovery-program.

Not to brag or anything, but when it comes to posting deviations I paste my self and wait for the time is right... don't ask what that "Time" is, it's unexplainable even I don't know.

Just an Update ti's all.

well, got my Scanner up an running, it appears that by cleaning the Installation Disk, as well as dusting off the Disk Drive, was all that it needed >.>
so now I've been scanning up new Art Sketches lately.

I've been doing well at getting in to realism and away from Anime/Manga like Little kids do, because I mean I;m sure even the greatest Japanese Comic book-Artists didn't get to the position where they are now by drawing Naruto all day long, I mean I'm sure that they like to here and there.

I'm not so sure about other Art community sites but it seems to me that the Anime/Manga Category is taking over DeviantArt.

I know this is coming from and DeviantArt Deviant who's Fav's which consists of nothing BUT Anime/Manga, but seeing the front page of the DeviantArt and I see so much talent, creativity, it's clear just by glancing I dont have to even click on it..(well only to click n' drag into my Fav Folder which is an very useful nifty tool that Deviantart created ) but it seems to me that all this Anime/Manga stuff is well.... cliched, I mean I don't care, how many years the Deviant when to Art School and or College, or how flexible he or she is at using Imagemaniplation, it just isn't Art to me..NO let me rephrase that, IT IS Art, but lately I've been seeing too much Anime Art look no different that what the studio animated, you know?

An PERFECT example of what I mean by Anime Art Originality By Jaya- Sama ~( [link] )

Her Perspective of Edward Elric
[link]

see.
now I know Little about Jaya-Sama but know that she really isn't an fan of Anime as some of us obsessed Nerds are and Fangirls are like (( you know who you are.. )) in the devastation she stated that the piece started out as an scribble sketch in, but none the less it really came out well in my opinion,
an little constrictive criticism.. it's an Bit deformed ( as in like the proportions of the head and the body are messed up)

Also I like how she did the background as well, she didn't do an full on background just an half screen of one while adding in layers of her Imagemaniplation now in my opinion...That's Art.

I Adore even the inexperienced Artist. whom I'm I referring to you ask?
well some one who's rude, ignorant, and left Deviant Art and or canceled his or her account, could call these Artists Crappy Artists, now I "Crappy" is SUCH an harsh an rude word to use seeing as how all great Artistes have to start some where, and seeing the Bloom of there own Artwork is simply wonderful to see for me.
In fact for me, the Only Judging that I do on accounts that I do is on their Deviantart Icons,
so if I'm browsing on thought the DeviantArt Deviation Galleries and see, and Icon that looks Interestingly awesome, or is humorous, then clicking on their UserName or three Icon to view there Gallery is an must for me. ^~^


Back to the Artist with cliched ways...
what I stated to them can my misinterpret this by thinking that I'm insulting those Artists
cause some People on DeviantArt DONT even like and or even heard of Anime, yet some do it for Requested Commissions, or it could be an Artist who's studying on other Art Genres.

but none the less, it's almost...Depressing to me.. "Almost" is what i said!
just thought I trow that out in the open to the DeviantArt Community.

that's my option....
to some people who took the time to read this I could be dead wrong, or to others I could make an excellent point observation, but none the less I felt that I had to let this out of my system some how some way.

I been doing an lot of sketching lately since this past 3 weeks, and I had, but for some reason after the 10th time I had to RE-Boot my Crappy EVEREX Laptop the installation disk for the EXPON Scanner Program to my scanner has not been working, I'll but the Disk into my drive and it start making this sound like.... I Don't know like you can hear the Disk Spinning really loudly.


In other news for those who'd give an fuck, and even if you don't' I don't give an fuck either.

This past month I've been very displeased with my self and where my life's going, I mean things are going normally as usual, but it seems that every time that I take other people and as well as my friends life's into perspective, and look at my own life.... I begin to realize how; Pathetic, low, despicable my own life is.
"oh you are the only one with problems in the world man, you should be grateful, and stop your bitchin!"

Well "Random Deviant art Deviant who might be reading this" you absolutely right, I've been walking to my loco library (which is an good 5 blocks from my house) getting fresh air into my lungs and brain from the stuffy house, and taking the time to do some reading at the peaceful atmosphere at the library.

Taking my medication ( BUPROPION 75 MG ) as well to make my self better and shake all this Emoness, but GUD!! no matter what I do.... I just still hate my life, maybe it's because I'm the type that always goes outta of my way to do something for my closes friends and for those that are honorable enough and I feel really needs help (e.g; elderly, family, ect ) I really feel any thing from it, and slowly but surely start to feel empty... I always thought that I was curse with an kind and sensitive heart.

Yea, I'm stating this not cause I'm whining like an baby, or I'm just trying to look for attention or anything such as that.
but that's hard to believe right, seeing how the Internet has Billions of uses including an place where on can appear anonymous in the Cyber-Version . of the world and do things that they would NEVER Dream of doing in real-life.
no bull-shittin' I wish there was some way that I could 100% Guarantee that this is legitimate, but whether or not you believe this as I said before.. I couldn't give an fuck.

I also been feeling suicidal as well, so I'm hoping that by me posting this to receive some kinda advice of some kind.. or something, it's Pethick I know.
but yea.

for those that know me we *cough* IF ANY! *looks around to Online true friends*
know damn well that "politeness" is one thing I rather not appreciate and appreciate truthful, blunt wisdom, and not lies.

so yea.....
even thought this is typed, I have to vent out all the negatively some how...some way..you know?....